Despite this thought, Rongshu had no intention of blaming her dad.
Although her father had stolen her away, he had not mistreated her for being the daughter of an enemy, but had given her everything she could.
For that alone, she could not blame her father.
She just lamented God, why did he have to be so dramatic.
Lamented Gu Yaotian, why he had to be so bad, if he had been a little kinder, none of this would have happened.
Rongshu closed her eyes in despair, unable to calm down for a long time.
Outside the ward, when she heard that Rong Shu was no longer moving, Feng Ma’s heart was not only relieved, but also more worried, “Young Master, Young Madam is not crying.”
“I know.” Fu Jingting pursed his lips.
Feng Ma looked at him, “So what do we do now? Should we go in and check on her? She’s suddenly silent, I’m very uneasy, what if she’s pa*sed out from crying?”
If she had really fainted from crying and they thought she was just tired of crying and had stopped and didn’t go in to check, it would be a problem then.
Fu Jingting also knew this, so without the slightest hesitation he looked at Feng Ma and instructed, “Feng Ma, go in and take a look.”
“What about you, Eldest Young Master?” Feng Ma asked.
Fu Jingting rubbed his temples, “I’ll just wait here, she’s not necessarily not angry with me already, so I won’t go in and get in her way for now.”
Feng Ma thought about it, so she opened the door herself and went in.
When she went in, she saw Rong Shu leaning against the bed with her eyes closed, her already pale face looking even whiter under the light, her heart tightened, “Eldest Young Madam!”
She shouted in a hurry.
Rong Shu opened her eyes and answered in a weak voice, “Feng Ma, it’s you.”
Seeing that Rongshu was awake, Feng Ma was relieved.
It was great that Young Madam hadn’t pa*sed out.
When she came in and saw the young lady in that state, she was really shocked.
“Eldest Young Madam, are you uncomfortable anywhere?” Feng Ma walked over and straightened the covers on her body, looking at her crying red and swollen eyes, her heart ached.
Rongshu could see that, her heart warmed slightly and she shook her head slightly, “No, don’t worry Feng Ma, don’t worry, I’m fine.”
“Is it really okay?” However how could Feng Ma be relieved, while looking her up and down, she asked again, “Eldest Young Madam, this is no small matter, you can’t hide your health condition just because you don’t want us to worry, that’s what will make us worry even more.”
“I know, that’s why I’m not lying to you, I really don’t have anything wrong.” Rongshu nodded her head back with certainty.
Seeing this, Feng Ma was then completely relieved, “It’s good that you’re fine, it’s good that you’re fine, just now when we heard you crying so hard outside, it really scared the hell out of me and the Eldest Young Master.”
Hearing the words Eldest Young Master, Rong Shu’s pupils flickered slightly, “Fu Jingting, is he still outside?”
“Of course.” Feng Ma nodded, “After such a big incident with you, how could the Eldest Young Master be at ease, of course he has to be by your side all the time.”
Rongshu didn’t say anything.
Feng Ma sat down by the hospital bed, “Young Madam, are you, are you still angry with Young Master?”
Rongshu remained silent.
Feng Ma sighed, “Although it’s wrong for Young Master to hide your identity and help another woman, can we really say he’s wrong? You can’t, after all, the eldest young master knows you very well, he understands what you are likely to do when you know all this, he doesn’t want to see you go that far, so he chooses to hide it, in fact, the eldest young master told me, the old madam also knows about this matter, but the old madam didn’t refute the eldest young master’s decision, instead, she even supported him, what does this mean, it means that the old madam even knows that you are likely to do something stupid. ”
“I know.” Rong Shu sucked in a breath, “Feng Ma, you say Gu Yaotian couple is so bad two people, why can’t they be a little more completely bad? Why can’t they be a little more indifferent and cruel to their daughter who has been lost for twenty years? Only then would I not be in such pain and I would be able to give them up better and avenge my father, but it just so happens that they hold Gu Man’er, their daughter, in such high regard that I …… make me really don’t know what to do.”
She closed her eyes in despair, her voice choking up once more.
Feng Ma held her in her arms and gently patted her back, “Eldest Young Madam, I know, I know your concerns here, but it is in your nature as a parent to love your children, even though Gu Yaotian and his wife are bad, they are right in their love for their children, in fact, Eldest Young Madam you are lucky and unfortunate, lucky because your biological parents, your adoptive parents love you very much. Unfortunately, your biological parents and your adoptive parents are life and death enemies, leaving you caught in the middle, not knowing which side to stand on, which is why you seem to be in such pain, in fact you are right, if Gu Yaotian and his wife did not love you, then you could have taken revenge without any fear, but it is ……”
Feng’s mother also sighed repeatedly.
“Could it be that in this world, there is no way to have the best of both worlds?” Rong Shu’s eyes cracked as she looked at Feng Ma.
Feng Ma stroked her short hair, “There must be, we just haven’t found it yet, so Eldest Young Lady, don’t be anxious and don’t think too much about it yet, don’t put yourself under pressure, your priority now is to get well and then make up with Eldest Young Master, think with Eldest Young Master, the strength of two people is better than one isn’t it?”
Rongshu’s mouth opened and she couldn’t say anything.
Because she also knew that what Feng Ma said was the right thing to do.
“In fact, Eldest Young Madam, you should also gradually understand in your heart that what Eldest Young Master is doing is for your own good, right?” Feng Ma asked again.
Rongshu hmphed, “Ah Qi told me a lot, he lifted the fog in front of my eyes, and I naturally saw a lot of things that I hadn’t seen before.”
“Then do you originally forgive the Eldest Young Master hmm?”
Rongshu let out a bitter laugh, “Feng Ma, why ask me questions you know? A man who has done me good, if I don’t forgive him, then what am I? I just have some other trespa*ses, but when I say I am angry, I actually know that I have nothing to be angry at him for, what I really have to be angry at is just myself, angry at why I am Gu Yaotian’s daughter.”
“The First Young Lady can’t think that way either, if you weren’t Gu Yaotian’s daughter, if you hadn’t been stolen away by your father, then you would be just like Gu Manyin now, and you wouldn’t have met the First Young Master.” Feng Ma said.
Rongshu was amused, “What you say is also true.”
“Eldest Young Madam is smiling.” Seeing Rong Shu smile, Feng Ma was pleasantly surprised, “Eldest Young Lady smiling, that means you’ve looked a lot more open and come out a bit, right?”
“You and Ah Qi have advised me so much, if I still can’t look away and come out of it, then wouldn’t I be letting down your expectations of me? Don’t worry Feng Ma, I’m not pretending, I’m really better now.”
“That’s good.” Feng Ma nodded, “It’s just that the eldest young master’s side is still not well, he knows you blame him, so he’s been in a bad mood, standing outside alone, it hurts my wife to see it, and the eldest young master’s heart hasn’t fully recovered yet.”
Speaking of this, Feng Ma sighed.
Rongshu cried and laughed, “Alright Feng Ma, I know, you are saying all this to make me go soft and forgive Fu Jingting now and make up with him, right?”
When her heart was spoken, Feng Ma was not the least bit embarra*sed, instead she laughed, “Young Madam is really smart, that’s what I mean, then is Young Madam willing to forgive Young Master? If you don’t forgive him, he will probably have to stand at your door all night tonight, and it will be a problem if his body makes a mistake then.”
“You’ve said that, what else can I do?” Rongshu gave her a helpless look, “But I’m a bit hungry, so I’d better let him stand for a while longer before I finish eating.”