Chapter 673
He had never said to anyone what his true heart condition was.
And as a result, no one had ever said a word to him that his existence was not wrong, let alone the culprit that killed his mother.
That’s why, over the years, his knot had never been able to be untied, and had even grown bigger, from just drinking to numb himself at first, to self-harm in the end.
And now, Rongshu was the first to tell him that his mother had never regretted giving birth to him, that he had not killed his mother, that his existence had been affirmed, or that of the person he loved most.
Naturally, his knot in his heart was eased a little and he looked at it a little more openly.
Rongshu did not know what was going through Fu Jingting’s mind.
But when she heard him say that he had opened up a little because of her enlightenment, she was very happy.
This meant that he had listened to her and taken note of her words, both before and after he had gotten drunk.
It also meant that even when he was drunk, he was still most faithful to her.
“Fu Jingting.” Rongshu gave Fu Jingting a chicken leg and put it in his bowl, “Let’s go see a psychiatrist when we have time, okay?”
“Psychiatrist?” Fu Jingting subconsciously frowned.
Rong Shu nodded slightly, “Yes, see a psychiatrist, your mother has died more than ten years ago, you should also let go, can’t it be that you really want to keep on like this because you can’t let go psychologically, and then keep on like this every year on this day?”
The first thing you need to do is to look at the man with a serious expression, “Do you know, Fu Jingting? The fact that your grandmother has always been very worried about you, and now that she is older, to put it bluntly, she may only have a few years left, do you still want her to keep worrying about you? At her age, grandmother should be enjoying a happy old age, not worrying about her children and grandchildren, we have already selfishly let grandmother worry too much, I really don’t want to see grandmother worrying about us again in the days after.”
Fu Jingting’s thin lips pursed, silent as he did not answer.
Rongshu rubbed her temples and said “And me, Fu Jingting, can’t it be that you want me to worry about you like this once a year too?”
“Of course not!” Fu Jingting immediately replied.
Rongshu stared at him, “Since you don’t, then you promise to go see a doctor.”
Fu Jingting lowered his eyes, “I’ll think about it.”
“What is there to think about.” I don’t want to have a lover with an uncertain temperament, and I don’t want to have to worry about him every year, it’s a very tiring thing for me, so the only way to get back together is not to get back together, you and I don’t care, no matter what happens to you, I could care less. If I don’t care, I won’t worry about you, much less feel tired.”
Hearing her say this, Fu Jingting’s pupils suddenly contracted, then he stood up with a tight grip on his chopsticks, his hands gripping her shoulders tightly, the bruises on the back of his hands showing, his emotions clearly a bit agitated, “No cancellation, Rong Shu, no cancellation!”
It had taken him a long time to impress her enough to get her to forgive him and be willing to get back together with him.
Now he was just two or three days away from getting back together, yet he cancelled the reunion at this two or three day juncture.
What was the point of all the hard work he had been doing for so long?
He had managed to get her back, and he could not afford to lose her again.
He would go crazy!
Looking at Fu Jingting’s so agitated and manic look, Rong Shu knew that her threat of not getting back together had irritated him.
After all, all along, he had been pursuing himself bitterly, and although he had now promised to get back together with him, he hadn’t really gotten back together.
Therefore, he had always been in a state of distress and insecurity in his heart.
That’s why he suddenly became so agitated when he heard himself say that he wasn’t getting back together now.
Heart sighing, Rong Shu began to press her hand, soothing Fu Jingting’s emotions, “You can not cancel the compound, but you must promise me to be good and go see a psychiatrist, as I said, if you do not get better, even if we get back together, but after that, I will still be tired because you are like this every year, and maybe at that time, we will still end up separating. ”
“It won’t.” Fu Jingting’s hand on her shoulder tightened hard, “We won’t separate, I promise you, I see.”
In fact, he had always known that he couldn’t go on like this, sooner or later, he would ruin himself.
Even if he didn’t destroy himself, this weakness of his, would be known to the outside world.
After all, in this world, there was nothing that could be hidden for life.
Once an opponent from the outside world knew that he would change his temperament today every year and then target it, he would probably harm himself and cause the Fu family to suffer heavy damage.
So it’s not that he hasn’t considered seeking out a psychiatrist to release himself.
It was just that every time he had to make a decision, he backed out again.
Because once he saw a psychiatrist, it would mean that he would never dream of his mother again.
But now, he thought, it was time for him to let go.
For his grandmother’s sake, and more importantly, for Rongshu’s sake.
Thinking of this, Fu Jingting suddenly calmed down and then hugged Rongshu, leaning his head against her ear and whispering, “Rongshu, I will see a psychiatrist, so don’t cancel the reunion, okay?”
His voice carried a hint of begging.
He was begging her!
Rongshu didn’t know what he was thinking, so she raised her hand and patted the man’s back, placing her chin on his shoulder, “Okay, no cancellation, as long as you do what you say you’ll do and see a doctor, I’ll never cancel.”
“I’ll do what I say, I’ll have Zhang Cheng arrange for a psychiatrist right now.”
With that, he was about to push her away to get his phone.
But Rongshu held him back and looked at him, “No need, I already asked a*sistant Zhang to find one during the day, I believe we will have the result tomorrow.”
“Good.” Fu Jingting nodded his head.
Rong Shu suddenly smiled, “I just said that as long as you don’t agree to see a psychiatrist, I will cancel the reunion, likewise, as long as you agree to see one, how about I give you a reward?”
“A reward?” Fu Jingting’s eyes lit up.
Rongshu gave a hint, “Yes, a reward, how about a reward for us getting back together now? Get back together in advance!”
These words immediately made Fu Jingting freeze, stunned for a moment, not responding.
Rongshu lifted a hand and waved it in front of him, “Fu Jingting, are you alright? Wake up, come back to your senses!”
Fu Jingting’s eyes flashed, coming back from his daze, then grabbed her hand and squeezed it very tightly.
From his slightly trembling hand you could tell how emotional he was inside at the moment, “Are you …… serious?”
The knot in his throat slid, and his voice rarely lost its form, becoming somewhat disbelieving.
Apparently, Rong Shu’s early reunion had made him all unsteady.
“Really.” Rong Shu nodded her head heavily and said seriously, “Fu Jingting, you heard right, this is indeed true, we are back together in advance, how about it, aren’t you very happy?”
Fu Jingting didn’t say anything, but lifted her chin and answered with a strong, intense kiss instead of a reply, answering how he felt at the moment.
He was indeed excited and happy.
He hadn’t expected that a good thing would come so suddenly, that she would be willing to get back together with him in advance.
If he had known, he would have agreed to go to the psychiatrist earlier just now, and he might have been able to advance a few more minutes.
Rongshu didn’t expect that she had just gotten back together with the man, and he was so happy that he kissed her directly.
The man sensed it and gave a slight pause, then as if he had been encouraged, he pressed the woman directly against the back of the chair.
Chapter 674
His kisses, more fervent and strong.
Because the woman’s response made him even bolder.
Rongshu didn’t even have room to change her breath, she was on the verge of suffocating.
She gently patted the man’s back, signalling that he could stop.
Although the man was agitated, he still had his senses, and after receiving Rongshu’s hint, he gradually gentled his movements, finally biting the edge of her lips and releasing her, only resting his forehead against hers, his eyes darkening as he looked at her, his voice incomparably husky and provocative as he shouted “Rongshu.”
Rongshu was now panting sharply, breathing in fresh air, when she heard him calling out to her, she faintly answered.
“Rongshu.” Fu Jingting called out once more.
Rongshu’s breathing returned to a normal rhythm and she asked, “What’s wrong?”
Fu Jingting shook his head, “Nothing, I just wanted to call out to you twice.”
Rongshu gave him a blank look, “What’s there to shout about.”
Fu Jingting hugged her tightly, “Rongshu, I’m very happy.”
“Happy about what?” Rongshu leaned her head on his shoulder, smelling the mint fragrance of his body, and asked knowingly.
She knew that he was happy that they were finally back together.
However, she didn’t have to say it outright and explicitly.
Because she was willing to be his best listener.
Fu Jingting lowered his head and kissed the top of Rong Shu’s hair, his voice incomparably gentle, “I’m glad that you’re finally with me, Rong Shu, shall we remarry?”
He looked at her, his eyes filled with expectation.
The corners of Rongshu’s mouth twitched, almost choking on her own saliva.
“Re…… re-marry?”
“Mm!” Fu Jingting hurriedly nodded his head.
For him, just getting back together wasn’t enough, re-marriage was his ultimate goal.
Only when they remarried and she became his wife again would he be truly successful in chasing her back.
And he wouldn’t have to worry that there would be someone else to snatch her from him.
Rongshu stared at the man rather breathlessly, not needing to guess too much to know what the man was bellyaching about in his mind.
But she was indeed shocked by the man’s words about getting back together.
They had only just gotten back together, not even ten minutes ago, and he was already thinking about remarrying.
He was a little too quick for that.
“I’m sorry.” Rongshu gently pushed the man away and lowered her eyes without looking at him, “I can’t remarry you, right now.”
“Why?” Fu Jingting’s face changed slightly, his brow furrowed to the point where he could pinch a mosquito to death.
They were all back together, back together again, and remarriage was just a matter of water under the bridge.
But why did she still refuse?
This was something that Fu Jingting could not understand.
Rongshu sat up straight and said in an astringent voice, “Because now is not the right time.”
“What do you mean?” Fu Jingting also sat down again, staring at the woman.
The woman sighed, “Because of the Gu family.”
“The Gu family?”
“Mm.” The woman nodded, “The hatred between the Rong and Gu families is too great, and I am not in the mood to consider marriage until I have fully avenged myself.”
Fu Jingting understood, and his tightly furrowed brows relaxed a little, “So you want to consider remarrying me after you’ve taken your revenge?”
Rongshu nodded her head, “Yes! Revenge is not a trivial matter, and remarriage is not a trivial matter either, so I don’t want to pile these two things together, as you know, my biggest wish at the moment is to avenge my father, so I don’t want to let other things affect or delay my revenge, even if it’s marriage, Fu Jingting, can you understand that?”
Fu Jingting laughed lightly, “I understand, I promise you that I won’t mention the matter of remarriage until you have finished your revenge, but Rongshu, I want to hear an affirmative answer from you, that is, are you willing to remarry me?”
“As long as there are no surprises between us, I am willing to remarry you.” Rongshu looked at the man and answered without hesitation.
This was the guarantee she gave him.
As long as they could remain like this, remarriage was not a problem.
Hearing Rong Shu’s affirmative reply, Fu Jingting’s eyebrows completely stretched, “That’s enough, as long as you are willing to remarry me, then I can wait and remarry when you have finished your revenge.”
Rongshu held the man’s hand, “Fu Jingting, thank you.”
His understanding, and his respect, made her heart feel like a warm stream flowing through, very touching.
“No need to thank me, we are supposed to be mutual, you think about me, naturally, I have to think about you too, don’t I?” Fu Jingting raised his hand and tidied up Rong Shu’s hair.
Rong Shu nodded heavily, “You’re right.”
“Although we can’t remarry for now, the ring, can you put it back on for me?” Fu Jingting cupped her face in one hand and asked hopefully.
Rongshu’s gaze dropped and fell on the ring finger of his left hand, “Because you put it back on, so you want me to put it on again too?”
“Half the reason.” Fu Jingting also looked at his own ring, a hint of tenderness flashed under his eyes, “The real reason is that I want Lu Qi and the others to know that we’re together and you’re in charge.”
Although Lu Qi and Cheng Huai, had already made it clear that they had let go of Rong Shu.
But they were still thinking about Rong Shu in their hearts after all.
Therefore, it was impossible for him not to feel uncomfortable in his heart.
Since he was uncomfortable, then naturally, he also had to do something to make them uncomfortable.
And this ring, isn’t it the best way to do that.
Hearing his explanation, Rong Shu puffed and laughed, “You, ah, young or not childish.”
“Not childish.” Fu Jingting shook his head, “It’s not just you, I also want to tell others that I have a master too.”
With that, he raised his left hand and purposely exposed the ring to show her.
Rongshu cried and laughed, “Okay, since you’ve said so, can I still not promise you? I’ll wear it.”
Anyway, she had already agreed to remarry him in the future, and she would still have to wear the ring when the time came, so it was fine to advance a little now.
Hearing that Rong Shu agreed, Fu Jingting’s eyes visibly brightened for a moment, “I’ll go get the ring right now.”
“You put the ring right here?” Rongshu was slightly surprised.
She knew that at the time of the charity auction, she had donated her wedding ring and it was eventually bought by him for a high price of five million.
So that wedding ring of hers had always been in his hand.
It just didn’t occur to her that he had actually put it right here.
After all, he had only moved here a short time ago, and by definition, the ring should have been placed by him in the Fu Mansion, but instead, it was here, thus showing that he had carried it with him all along, and I’m afraid, for this day.
As she thought about it, Rongshu couldn’t help but smile a little.
Fu Jingting slightly raised his chin, “It’s in the drawer in my room, I always carry it with me, every time I come back, I put it in the drawer, and in the morning when I leave, I put it in my pocket.”
At those words, Rong Shu raised her eyebrows.
It seemed she had guessed correctly, he had indeed been prepared to return the ring to her at any time, why else would he have carried it with him?
“When was this?” Rong Shu asked again.
Fu Jingting thought about it for a moment and then said, “Before I went to the kimchi country.”
The corner of Rongshu’s mouth tugged, “So you’ve been wearing your ring since then?”
I thought that you would find out that I had put the ring back on and ask me about it, and as soon as you did, I would be able to take out your ring and design it for you to wear.
When he said this, he sounded clearly a little helpless.
It had been a long time since he had left for the kimchi country, and she had only discovered the ring on his hand, so it was clear how big-hearted she was.
Rongshu was a little embarra*sed, “I’m sorry, I haven’t been noticing your hand much.”