If she had not found out at the beginning, or if she had found out, she had not encouraged Secretary Tong.
Perhaps, Secretary Tong still did not have the courage to show her heart to Ah Qi.
As long as Secretary Tong did not show her heart and continued to treat Ah Qi with the same attitude as she did in the past, then all this, today, might be different.
Looking at Rong Shu’s face full of self-condemnation, Secretary Tong waved her hand and smiled, “Chairman, don’t be like that, you’re not wrong, you just want to do what’s best for me, and even if you don’t suggest that I take the initiative to go after Mr. Lu, I’ll still go after him myself.”
“Oh?” Rongshu’s body slightly sat up a little straighter.
Secretary Tong lowered her eyes and smiled, “In the past, Mr. Lu had never made his heart known to you, so you didn’t know that he had feelings for you, and without knowing, you couldn’t reject Mr. Lu, and as a bystander, I wasn’t sure if you would agree to be with Mr. Lu in the future, so I kept my feelings well hidden and never let anyone know until Mr. Lu made his heart known to you and you clearly After I refused, it became clear to me that it was impossible for Mr. Lu and you, so wouldn’t I be able to pursue Mr. Lu without worrying about any change of heart?”
“So, you haven’t made your feelings known to Ah Qi all this time because you weren’t sure if I would be with Ah Qi after I knew his feelings, right?” Rongshu looked at her.
Secretary Tong nodded, “Yes, knowing that you wouldn’t be with Mr. Lu, I only started to move to confess my feelings to Mr. Lu, so even if you didn’t support me or advise me, Mr. Rong, I would still go after Mr. Lu, it’s just that you spoke up and supported me before I could even think of how to pursue him.”
“So that’s how it is.” Rong Shu was dazed.
Secretary Tong looked at her, “So Chairman, you don’t need to blame yourself, although I did feel pain before because of Mr. Lu’s disgust, but now I have completely figured it out, things like relationships are not supposed to be forced, just because I love him, I can’t ask him to love me too, that night between me and him was originally a mistake, both he and I are responsible for it, so I won’t hold him responsible I will try to forget him and let him go, find a man who loves me and start a new relationship.”
Looking at the seriousness of Secretary Tong’s speech, the expectation for the future in her eyes later, Rong Shu’s heart was relieved and at the same time a bit emotional.
“It’s good that you can think that way, then I wish you the best of luck in finding someone who loves you very much and treats you well.” Rong Shu wished from the bottom of her heart.
Secretary Tong smiled and nodded, “Thank you for the good advice from the chairman, I will definitely do that.”
“For sure you will!” Rong Shu also looked at her and smiled, “But, is it true that you’ve decided to take the baby?”
“Of course.” Secretary Tong hmmed, “Since I’m starting a new relationship, then naturally I have to take care of this child, otherwise it won’t be fair to my future husband, in saying that, if I give birth to him, what if my future husband doesn’t accept it? Even if I don’t choose to get married for his sake, I won’t be able to give him fatherly love, and how am I supposed to answer when he asks me why he doesn’t have a father? So it’s better to get rid of it before he develops now, it’s cruel but why not for the good of everyone?”
There was one more thing she didn’t say.
If he gave birth and raised the child, after Lu knew that the child was his.
Lu would definitely take the child away, right?
After all, even if Mr. Lu did not accept the child’s mother, the child was his after all, and he would certainly not let his child stray and would definitely bring it back to the Lu family.
At that time, she would definitely not be able to compete with Mr. Lu.
In other words, if Mr. Lu found out about the child’s existence, that would be the time when their mother and child would be separated.
At that time, would she really be able to accept Mr. Lu snatching the child away from her?
She thought that she would definitely not be able to accept it. She had given birth to the child and raised it, and her feelings for it naturally went without saying.
If the child was taken away from her and she was not able to get it back, what was waiting for her would be like pain and despair.
She couldn’t accept the consequences of that.
So it was better to take it away, while her motherly love was still not much stronger now.
Thinking of this, Secretary Tong lowered her head and touched up her small belly, her eyes darkened.
Obviously, she was actually, in her heart, not thinking about it that openly, her mood, still heavy.
“It’s better to take it off.” Rong Shu sighed, “Taking it off is also good for you, when is the surgery?”
Originally, before Secretary Tong took leave to go back to rest, she had already decided to take out the baby and had decided on a surgery time.
But later, after she had made a phone call, she had persuaded Secretary Tong to stop again.
She was also someone who had had the same experience as Secretary Tong.
At the moment of her pregnancy, she felt like the sky was falling because she could never have imagined that she was the one who had drunk and messed around and was pregnant with a child.
On top of that, the father of the child was unknown.
So at that time, she had no feelings or emotions at all for the child in her belly, and never wanted to keep the child. She was very determined to take the child out, but only because she was too busy with work or other things happened, so she did not rush to take the child out, thus also made Xiaochuan fall into madness and poisoned her so that she had to take the child out as soon as possible.
When she had the baby removed, she was a little disappointed, but more than that, she was relieved.
The absence of the child meant that the bitter fruit she had sown that one absurd night was finally over.
But then she regretted it.
After finding herself falling in love with Fu Jingting all over again, she had some regrets about getting rid of the baby.
Women are so contradictory: when they don’t love someone, they feel bad about having that person’s child and want to get rid of it.
But when they love that person, they don’t think like that.
Therefore, she hoped that Secretary Tong would not be like her, deciding to get rid of the baby at the beginning and then regretting it afterwards.
So on the night that Secretary Tong took leave to go back, she called Secretary Tong and told him not to rush to the hospital to get rid of the baby, but to rest at home for the day first and then rethink about whether the baby should stay or go, and try not to be impulsive and then do something that she would regret.
And she felt that the probability of Secretary Tong regretting was very high.
After all, Secretary Tong was different from her at that time, at that time she didn’t know whose bad child it was, but Secretary Tong herself knew very well ah, the one she was carrying was Ah Qi’s.
Secretary Tong loved Ah Qi so much, so you can imagine how much courage it took when she decided to take the baby out.
Of course, this courage, most likely, came on impulse, which is why she told Secretary Tong to calm down and reconsider.
She was afraid that after Tong had taken the baby, she would think of Ah Qi and regret having taken the baby again.
But to her surprise, two days had pa*sed and Secretary Tong was still so resolute and determined to get rid of the baby.
It seemed that Secretary Tong had really thought about it.
Since she had thought about it, then she didn’t have to worry about Secretary Tong regretting it afterwards.
“Tomorrow.” Secretary Tong pushed her gla*ses and replied, “I’ve already made an appointment with the First Hospital, the operation will be tomorrow at noon.”
Rong Shu nodded, “Okay, tomorrow happens to be a weekend, after the surgery, you can rest at home for a month before coming back to do your monthly work.”