“If it’s important, then why won’t you tell me anything? Or even prefer to go to an outsider for help rather than to me? Or is it that in your heart, I’m a man that you can’t rely on?” Fu Jingting did not know what was going through Rong Shu’s mind, he only knew that he wanted to tell her everything clearly.
Looking at the man once again doubting his position in his heart, Rong Shu shook her head repeatedly, “No, I never thought so, the reason why I didn’t tell you and didn’t look for you was because I didn’t want to rely on you for everything, this idea, I did tell you in the past, you also agreed, even the reason I told you very clearly, I was afraid that whenever I had something I’m afraid that if I ask you for help every time I have something, over time I will lose my ability to handle things independently and become someone who can no longer walk independently and will only think of asking you for help whenever I have something to do, I don’t want to become like that, apart from that ……”
“Apart from what else?” Fu Jingting pursed his lips.
This reason, she did tell him before as well.
He was also very supportive.
But how could he have ever imagined that she would go to such extremes as soon as she did, not willing to tell him at all, not willing to seek him out.
It made him feel like, well, an outsider.
Even less than an outsider.
At least with an outsider, she could still look for it.
But him, she didn’t even think about looking.
“Other than that ……” Rong Shu rubbed her brow wearily, “I don’t want others to mention me every time, the first reaction is that I am Fu Jingting’s woman, my Tian Sheng is also all developed by Fu Jingting, this is like, I am your appendage, a doddering flower, in everyone’s mind, only worthy of appearing tied to you, and can’t appear as an independent person, an independent company boss I don’t want people to think that I’m not capable of anything, but I’m lucky enough to have hooked up with the most capable man, so that I can be where I am today and develop the company.”
The expression on Rong Shu’s face showed a little bitterness, and her voice choked up, “These words in my heart, I didn’t tell you in the past, but they have been like a stone, pressing hard on my heart, many times, making me breathless, Fu Jingting, getting back together with you, I am under certain pressure all the time, because the Rong family is down, because the Tiansheng Group is down. You don’t know how scared I am to hear people say in front of me that I’m not good enough for you, that I don’t have a good family, how I have the face to be with you, that I don’t have parents, that I have no one to back me up when I fight with you and get dumped by you ……”
Bang!
A loud bang interrupted Rong Shu’s painful words.
It turned out to be Fu Jingting who violently slapped the table and rose up, his body covered with a suffocating chill, even his face, was incomparably gloomy and ugly, “You are my woman, who dares to say that about you!”
Rongshu smiled bitterly, “Yes, in front of you, of course they wouldn’t dare, including since getting back together, I really haven’t heard anyone say that, but Fu Jingting, do you dare to guarantee that they won’t say that in private, in places we can’t see?”
Fu Jingting was silent, unable to answer.
Because he really couldn’t guarantee it.
After all, his mouth was on other people, and what they said in private, could he really control?
Even if he was capable, he couldn’t know what they said in private, right?
Seeing that Fu Jingting did not say anything, Rong Shu took a breath, “Look, you can’t guarantee it either, and these words, although I don’t hear them now, I have heard them too much in the past six years.Www.YShuGe.Or g”
“What?” Fu Jingting’s face changed and his pupils contracted, “You’ve heard them say that before?”
Rong Shu gave a muffled sound, “In the past six years, you didn’t have half of my existence in your eyes, plus my father died, Tian Sheng changed ownership, there was no one behind me who could stand up for me, isolated, I really experienced the four words, for this reason, your stepmother, your brother, your partners, those who adored you behind your back, all of them laughed at me behind my back, bullying me. Just because you didn’t see me in your eyes, you didn’t care about me, so they could all step on me without fear, and for those six years, I felt the greatest malice in the world!”
She said it lightly, but in Fu Jingting’s ears, it was as if there was a hand that was viciously pinching his heart, making his heart, pain almost kicked out of breath, handsome face, also gradually whitened, thin lips mumbled twice, before his voice hoarse, “I don’t know …… I’m sorry ……”
This matter, he really did not know.
He only knew that Wang Shuqin and Jing Lin had treated her badly in the past.
But never thought that there were others.
Rong Shu shook her head, “It’s normal for you not to know, after all, this kind of thing, no one would be stupid enough to say it in front of you, after all, no matter what, I am your nominal wife, they can’t guarantee whether you will find them after their bullying me is known to you, so they will naturally hide it from you together by accident.”
There was another burst of movement.
Fu Jingting pulled his chair around the dining table, and with a stride of his long legs, he came to Rong Shu in three or two steps, bent down and put her in a hug, burying his head in the nook of her neck, his mouth saying sorry over and over again, “I’m sorry, I’m really sorry.”
He didn’t ask her hypocritically about these things, why she hadn’t told him in the first place.
Because the answer was clear to him, he was still in hypnosis at that time, his mind was full of Gu Manyin, even if she had said it, he was afraid that he would not even seek justice for her.
This was evident from Wang Shuqin and Jing Lin, wasn’t it?
It’s not that he didn’t know how Wang Shuqin and Jing Lin treated him, but never did anything about it, or even pretended not to know.
Even when his own family bullied her like that, he didn’t stop it, let alone outsiders.
“I’m sorry little Yezi, I’m a b*****d, a real b*****d!”
Fu Jingting hugged Rong Shu tightly, where Rong Shu couldn’t see, on his face was endless resentment and hatred.
He really hated Gu Manyin, he could not wait to break her into pieces!
Without Gu Manyin, he would not have been hypnotised, and he would not have done the b*****d act of hurting his loved one with his own hands.
Even if those acts, when he thought about them now, he knew that they were not out of his own intention, but in the end, he had done them himself.
Let him hurt his own beloved, so viciously.
When he found Gu Manyin, if he didn’t torture her to death, he wouldn’t be Fu Jingting!
Fu Jingting raised his head slightly, his eyes red as he stared into the void behind Rong Shu, as if he had seen Gu Manyin through the void.
Rong Shu did not care about Fu Jingting’s thoughts at this moment, she gently patted his slightly trembling back, lowered her eyelids, did not say anything, let alone say something like she did not blame him, it was none of his business.
Yes, she did forgive him.
But there was still some resentment in her heart, after all.
She was also aware that what he had done in the past had not come from his heart, that he had been hypnotised and was a victim.
But in the end, so what if he was hypnotised, he was still Fu Jingting, and those things were still done by him.
So in her heart, there was still a lump after all.
After hugging for a while, Rong Shu took the initiative to push the man away, and under the man’s crimson eyes’ gaze, she smiled and spoke again, “At first, I was still sad about why they were bullying me so much, but after the divorce later, I suddenly figured it out.”