Rongshu raised her eyes and calmly locked eyes with Fu Jingting, “Because I was too weak, because I didn’t have a good family background, I didn’t have parents, and I didn’t have the attention of my husband, because I was isolated, because they bullied me, and after I understood the reason for all this, I vowed that I must become strong, and not only be strong myself, but also create a strong background for myself. Only then will no one dare to bully me, and I must not think of relying on others to make myself strong, because no one can be relied on but myself.”
No one can be relied on but oneself ……
These words undoubtedly made Fu Jingting a little sad.
He clenched his fist and his voice was raspy, “Am I one of them?”
Rong Shu don’t look away from his vaguely hurt eyes, “Yes, in this world, everyone can betray each other, including relatives, let alone us? Furthermore, as I just said, one of the reasons is that I am afraid that if I ask you for help whenever something happens, in the long run, I will lose the ability to solve things independently, and in the end, if you don’t want me anymore, what am I going to do?”
“Who said I don’t want you anymore?” Fu Jingting sank his face, cupped her chin and broke her head back so that she could only look at herself, “In the end you just don’t trust our relationship and think we won’t make it to the end.”
Seemingly being spoken to, Rong Shu sighed, then her eyes stopped dodging and just looked at the man, “Yes, I just don’t believe we can go all the way, Fu Jingting, life is too long, ah, we love each other now, but things like love have a shelf life, after the shelf life, can we still love each other? Who can guarantee how long our previous shelf life will be? Three years, ten years? Anyway, I never thought that in this world, there are people who can love each other for the rest of their lives.”
“Who says there isn’t!” Fu Jingting suddenly spoke.
Rongshu was stunned for a moment and stared at him blankly.
Fu Jingting gently rubbed her forehead, his voice softened down, “My grandfather died very early, when I was a child, so you haven’t met him, and you don’t know that he and my grandmother just loved each other all their lives, so you see, in this world, there are people who have loved each other all their lives, you just haven’t met them, but you can’t deny its existence, can you? ”
Rongshu’s red lips opened up, “Really …… There is?”
“Of course, if you do not believe, next time you see your grandmother, you can ask her about the love between her and grandfather, then you can know that I did not lie to you.” Fu Jingting looked at her.
Rongshu bit her lower lip and didn’t speak anymore.
Fu Jingting gently nudged her lips, “Don’t bite, doesn’t it hurt?”
Rongshu shook her head, indicating that it didn’t hurt.
Fu Jingting rubbed her hair again and said in a low voice, “Rongshu, give us a little confidence, okay?”
“What confidence?” Rongshu looked up at him.
Fu Jingting’s eyes were deep, “Confidence that we can go on forever, that grandfather and grandmother could love each other for the rest of their lives and never quarrelled, that they had really followed through on their marriage vows, so why can’t we?”
Rongshu lowered her eyes and didn’t say anything.
Yes, why couldn’t they?
Although Rongshu was somewhat touched by Fu Jingting’s words, she was still a little unsure of herself.
After all, life was really too long, and there were some things that could be said now, without pressure of course.
Because no one knows what the future holds.
Looking at Rong Shu’s silent look, Fu Jingting knew that she was still not confident that he could love her for the rest of her life after all, and he could not help but sigh in his heart.
However, he also understood why she was like this.
Not being able to see the future did make it impossible to trust his a*surances.
“It’s okay.” “I only know that you don’t want to rely on me for everything because you want to grow up independently, but I don’t know that you are still afraid of outside eyes and opinions. I’m sorry that I didn’t understand your fears as your lover”.
Rongshu shook her head, “In such matters, you are not sorry to me, after all, I did not tell you, it is normal for you not to know.”
“In the future, I will pay more attention to your psychological condition and won’t let you have such concerns again.” Fu Jingting lowered his head and kissed the top of Rong Shu’s head, “Also, you should not care about outside opinions and voices, let alone be influenced by them, so what if you don’t have a family background? I’ve never been with you because of your family background, and I don’t think you’re not good enough for me or capable of anything.
Rongshu laughed at his words, “What are you talking about? There are so many people who are better than me, aren’t there?”
“But in my heart, you’re the best one.” Fu Jingting cupped her face with both hands and spoke to her seriously.
Rongshu’s face burned at his seriousness.
She couldn’t help but feel embarra*sed and embarra*sed that he was praising her so much, and at the same time, she was secretly pleased.
She was really going crazy.
“You see, you have such a good image in my heart, all the more reason not to care about everything in the outside world, and of course, I know that the outside world will never stop those tinted gla*ses, and I can’t stop it, I can stop it for a while, but not for the rest of my life, so no matter what, those people will still say what they have to say, but they will be like that because they are jealous of you, so you don’t have to The more you care, the easier it will be to doubt yourself and our feelings, and when the time comes, won’t it be them who are happy?”
Rongshu looked up sharply.
Yes, she had never thought in this direction in the past, only that the outside voices made her uncomfortable, making her also unable to help but doubt whether it was the right thing to be with Fu Jingting without her family, without her abilities, without anything?
After all, can two people who are completely unequal really be happy together?
Was she really worthy of him?
She only thought of these things, but did not think that those people were jealous of her, so they would say this, deliberately hitting her self-confidence, so that they did not even have to do anything, she herself would gradually leave her feelings with Fu Jingting because she cared too much.
When that happens, I’m afraid those people will be laughing at her behind her back for being stupid, right?
The first thing you need to do is to get what you want, but then you lose it.
She was really ……
Rongshu couldn’t help but slap her own head.
Fu Jingting was about to eagerly check if she had tapped anywhere when her hand was taken down by Rong Shu.
Rong Shu looked at him, her eyes finally softening, “I’m sorry, I didn’t think about this, I ……”
“I know.” Fu Jingting cut off her words, “It’s because you didn’t think about this that you care so much about outside voices, everyone who stands at a height that others can’t reach will be slammed by the outside world, it’s inevitable, even I am the same, I often hear sarcastic comments from outside people both explicitly and implicitly, saying that if I hadn’t cast a good birth and was born as the Fu Group’s I’m afraid I’m worse than an ordinary person now, how could I stand above them and flaunt my authority.”
Rongshu’s mouth opened wide in surprise, “There are actually people who say that about you?”
“Of course.” Fu Jingting nodded, “It’s also because of jealousy, but not being jealous is a mediocre talent, so I would never stop them from saying that about me, but I wouldn’t care either, the more I cared, the more it would make them think they were right, so there’s no need for you to care about those words at all, let alone be brave about it, your caring and bravery would only make them look for them and think they have an opportunity to take advantage of it.”